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Sunday, January 29, 2012

What if a conversation was caught between a girl and your boyfriend which gives you curiousty to know what is it about but as you clicked on the conversation it disappear because coincidently your boyfriend just deleted it.

Im not jealous arent i ?

When he was caught red handed, He told me the whole conversation since he has deleted it.

But was it the truth ?
Why must he delete that particular conversation only ?
and on the conversation itself, why he only delete his conversation and not hers ?
what have they been really talk about?
Is he keeping anything from me ?

No No No. Im a good girlfriend. Smile Would solve everything. :)
Hello

Phewh ! Atlast decison made. Trust me, it took alooot of courage to decide. Anyway, what is this about. OK, im actually confuse cause since my point of the nitec result werent enought to go to higher nitec, im not sure where to go. HOWEVER, i wanna continue school. So after alot and lots and lots of talking and straining brains off (with boyfriend encouragement and advice), i've made the decision.

So whats up ? I've decided to try my luck by just applying higher nitec courses. And while waiting for the result on 14Feb, I've decided to find a part-time job. Incase i still cant qualified to go to higher nitec, atleast i still had my job. Clever huh. Credits to my beloved MuhdHaikal. <3

Speaking about him, What about our relationship ? Sooo far its been 10 months. Still hanging on. He kept talking bout his snapbacks and working on his mixtapes. Wanted a Nike red shoe and a bag. Still with his swags ofcourse and definitely his arrogance. He is a very nice guy actually. Maybe he's just too obsessive with what he's doing now. Rappers and rapping. But thats fine. I'll support him no matter what, i hope. I wanted to talk to him about it, about his "over-confidence" and feeling high of himself isnt a really good idea. But i've once told him, "I should have just let you be who you wanna be cause im not better myself". Sooo yah. urgh drop the topic. bye

Monday, January 09, 2012

Yay 2nd post of the year ! Haha.

Today was boyfriend's first day ITE. Sooo to make him ready and not sleepy or restless for his first day, Have to put in effort to wake up early in the morning (6am), call and wake him up, do his breakfast and meet him under my block. Wasnt tiring as expected infact i felt fresh. Talk and smoke a stick then off he go to school and i went jogging at Artpark. Hahha! Preeeety weird but somehow i did 800m run. Heeeeeee. Will do better next time though. ok thats all.

Question of the day : Is boyfriend gonna be ok?

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

HELLO !

Ok its funny updating blog. Its been a looooooooong time. Anyways, HELLO 2012 !
Urm where do i start?

Okay urm .. I will be graduating ITE next week. Its the end of my 1 year course (retail). I didnt get to Higher Nitec because im short of 5 points. So as its 2012, i've decided to focus on Cash. Gonna work part time at my ex-attachment company, Camouflage. Oh yah, about it. During my retail course, i've gone through 2 months attachment at this company called Camouflage. Its was okaaay. Met my "mentor", Jocelyn. She was very kind but blur. haha. She bought me Christmas Present! hehe. And so after that 2 months attachment i didnt continue cause i thought maybe i wanna continue school. But seems that my point wasnt enough, i thouht why waste more time for education? Also thought of applying Higher Nitec for night class while working part time. But again, Why school? Hahah. And yah. Thats about it. Im basically free from education atlast. And im so glad that my parents agreed and respect my decision. I Love You ! Haha.

My boyfirend? Hehehe. I am still long lasting with my beloved MuhamadHaikal. Since 17 March 2011 untill now. Couldnt deny, sooo much things we've gone through. Hell Lot. But we're survived. This relationship was much different then any other relationship i've had before. Honestly, i never thought of marriage before because i always thought that im too young for anything like this .. untill now. Haikal opens my heart to change. And i do realised how much i change myself. It was a miracle when a "setan" suddenly change. Haha. Now, i do believe the power of Love. I love you dear and thanks for everything.

Lastly, Happy New Year !