When he dont like, he dont care. Or he pretends that he care and will forget about it as soon as its done. Luxury. Money. Fame.

Heeeeeey.

Whats up? K having insomnia nowadays. Did'nt go home yesterday, Scooter-ing with Aca Wf, Heesham Levine and my beloved Juice Versce. Suhz should have tag along but he's mum caught him sneeking out yesterday night. True or not, We dont know. Went home at 6+ in the morning. Bathe, slept for few hours then now timecheck is 7.04pm. AND wallah ! boyfriend called to go down now. perfect timing.

BYE !

I got a scooter ! We are the beautiful people. Haha! ok must sleep. Now 8.02am. Later must meet boyfriend. Baru balek ton with Bf, Hisham & Aca. Penat nih ! bye.

I love my boyfriend, Muhamad Haikal Bin Abdul Razak.

Its 4.30am. I couldnt sleep. Dont blame the comp cause i've tried shutting it down for awhile just now but it makes no difference. Boyfriend last chat was, " hhby blom nak sleep, hhby nak baring jap jer ". And i lost him. He did went to sleep. Tried calling but no one pick up.

Right now listenin' to Marvin's Room by Drake. Preety calming mood. Bored, ofcourse. Done with facebook, nothing else to do with it. Empty, night mode brain so i didnt think making mixtape would be a good idea. so decided to blog. Now im done, what should i do? :?

Hello. ok timecheck its 2.03 in the morning ! im not yet asleep because i was waiting for my boyfriend finish downloading songs.

Tonight was a different night for me. Heres why. Ok, i really, and i mean really really, wanted my very own lappy since like, i dont know, Forever i think. But somehow, somewhen, something, threesome, i didnt buy it till now. Really weird if i would recap cause my attachment work pay was 900+ that time. I really wonder why i didnt buy myself a lappy. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

Oh well anyway, so as i was saying, i really wanted a lappy and ofcourse my boyfriend knew about it too. So after a very long time i kept complaining about it,(actually i was complaining to myself cause im depressed for being toooooooo bored at home doing nothing and still didnt get my lappy), my boyfriend did something, which to me it could get him into trouble. It was borrowing me his moms lappy. He surprised me when he came to my house this morning. I love it sooooooo much cause now i have something to do at home when he's schooling or at nigt when i cant sleep. BUT ! i also have doubts cause my type of person reallllllly HATE borrowing. It makes me feel insecure and kept wondering when must i gave it back. Its really disturbing you know to have this habit. So now im confuse. But even when im confuse, im still using the lappy right now updating my blog. Hah. Couldnt resist it. OK now, gotta go.

To hubby: dear, i really appreciate what you've done. But you know i have doubts right? I wanted to give it back tomorrow but you said use it first and dont worry cause everythings gonna be fine. I hope so too sayang. Please oh please promise me you wont get into trouble for this. Its really pressurising borrowing someone something especially if its expensive, sooo imma get myself a lappy as soon as possible so that i could give back this lappy to you soon. Dont worry bout me much. Iloveyou.

on the phone with boyfriend now.